A Dream                    3rd July 1967

 

After a Governors’ Meeting at Wennington in which we were much troubled about the appointment of my successor.

 

I was holding a baby in what might be called the amniotic sac or “caul” in which it had been born.  It was a beautiful baby - like some caesarian babies I had recently seen. It was not packed tightly in, as in the womb but partly extended and moving gently.

 

It was alive, but I realised that it would not live long in the amniotic fluid with the placenta cut off.  I felt very tenderly towards it, fascinated.

 

I picked up the nearest implement (a fork?) and ripped open the membrane, which was clear and thin like polythene.  The fluid ran away and I began to handle the baby, calling on it to howl.

 

It did begin to cry - and I woke up.

 

Archive reference  PP/KCB  6/6/2  document 03